How many lovers is too many?
I find myself in a precarious situation. My lovers before were solo adventures. Just me and he, exploring the depths of human sexuality and depravity. One tongue, one set of fingers, one stiffening cock confined by my lips.
When did things get so busy?
I started this blog as a catharsis for discussing my need for male attention without actually discussing it with any one. It's my outlet. I am a writer both in this life and in my straight life. It's only natural for me to keep a diary, or accounting of my sexual adventures.
I've met some really fantastic gorgeous men in my life. Through this blog, I've met a few others. But how many is enough?
For a while I thought the next lover would be the last. I've given up that dream. I can't see a point where I'll stop. I know that's dangerous, always looking for the next. But it's become a part of who I am, the mistress I've become.
I love boys. Bald, thin, chubby, tall, short, muscular or a little soft in the middle. I crave them, like the sugar I don't eat. They are the sweetness on my tongue.
I've met a new boy. He's much younger than I, still a 20-something. I tend to prefer them older, wiser, experienced. This one, however, intrigues me. He smells so damn good, he must taste like honey. But he's a little shy and requires that I brush off my skills to seduce him. He's never been a toy. He's not sure how to respond. I should just let him go. Pass me by. Find someone his own age to fall in love with. Except, now I want him for my own.
Maybe just one more. Just one more.
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7 comments:
New to your blog.
How refreshing to find someone that knows exactly what she wants. A wonderful spectrum of lovers and experiences from which to choose.
I enjoy your style and look forward to your next installment.
Chex
"I tend to prefer them older, wiser, experienced"
Hey, thanks for throwing a bone to us older guys, we do have SOME things to offer.
And I like the new pic!
I don't have much of a chance with the youngster, but it's fun to test my skills. I've gotten lazy with all your married gents falling over into my pants!
First time reader, and thinking I will be a long time fan.. :-)
Thanks for the great read!
Ahhh, so many men (boys) so little time. I say go for it. You only live once.
XX
hi. just found your site and it's so interesting and refreshing. just wanted to share a quick "been there, done that" about the shopping post last week. did meet my virtual man after six months of pretty hot and heavy online sex. that was an amazing weekend.....may i suggest the hotels w/the really, really big jetted tub. mmmmmmmmmmmmmm. we were true to each other; i felt safe and we had a fabulous weekend w/amazing sex. he didn't understand why i would love anal.....now he knows. :-) good luck w/yours, if you so chose to go down that road.
It is so difficult to say no to a new one. You know what I'd do . . . but that's often the wrong thing to do.
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