How do you answer the question, "why" when you're an adulterer? It's a question I've asked myself many times. A close friend posed that query this week. Why, she asked, do you risk everything important just to fuck someone you don't want to love?
The first time was for love. I fell for him, the sexual intensity was an added benefit to our already kinetic connection.
What about the second, the third, or my current, the sixth? There's something raw and animalistic in taking a lover who is not yours to have. Biting skin that cannot be marked. Dragging nails down his back, making marks he'll have to hide.
The scent of a naked man who wants to fuck you until you cry is intoxicating. It rises from his skin like mist. I want him to hurt me. I want him to invade me. I need him to fill that empty, warm, wet space that is begging for him.
I want that look in his eyes, that look reveals me as an amazing sexual being who only offers pleasure. I want that first time when he slides in and we both sigh. I want to see him cum, shaking and rolling his eyes with intensity. I want to know that it was me that fucked him -- the best he's ever been fucked. I want him to come back for more.
I want to be wanted.
From devoted girlfriend to loving wife. From nagging spouse to mother of his child. From disenchanted woman to a glorfied mistress. These are my stories of elicit rendevous, stolen moments, slippery encounters and sex and sex and sex. I am a mistress, an adulterer, someone's lover and secret.
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5 comments:
Trust me, beautiful women such as yourself are wanted. Needed. Desired. Yearned for. Loved! I hope you someday fill all the voids in your heart. Your soul is already full.
I love you....Ricky.
Aah, if only it were so easy to find guys who appreciated it.
Thanks for the love!
Re - "I want to be wanted" The woman I'm seeing now (from Ashley) said this in one of her first emails to me, "I just want to be wanted again." (I remember the exact quote.) I think it's a pretty common sentiment.
I totally identify with the rest of your post as well, by the way.
Just be warned, my friend, that thrill of a first kiss coupled with that wanting look in their eye is very addictive.
Very, very addictive.
It seems as if you took the words and feelings from deep inside of me...
that feeling of being wanted like that is intoxicating... addicting...
I too want to be wanted...
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